2 old poems

discovered and rescued from an old gaiaonline literary thread i was a member of in 2005

-for someone who doesn't know me 8/12/05-

i don't know why i try
you only make me cry
i just know i miss you
in everything that i do
it's really all my fault
i should have been more adult
but i swear had i known
that only love would've grown
why are you still mad at me
i loved you enough to set you free
before i could harm you more
why didn't i see before
that you didn't care back then
so why can't we please just start again

--questions 8/22/05--

is a love of convenience
selling yourself short
when the one you truly love
isn't there anymore
is it fair to tell your heart
it will take time to love again
or are you playing a stupid game
you were never meant to win
is it possible to love someone
who you only showed pain
is it capable to erase these sins
by crying in the rain
or am i destined to this heartache
of a love i can't forget
please tell me it's okay to leave your heart
because you wanted to protect it
is there a way to move on
when you only wish to go back
and why are there perfect days
where you are all i lack